Thursday, November 14, 2013

Princess? #10

I'm officially missing you....
The very first love song you shared out for me.
It"s so unforgettable which all the precious moments that made me feel like I'm now your only and one princess.
Irreplaceable and treasured people that you will never missed out wherever or whatever I am.

BUT I understood.
We have such a huge cleavage between us that showed how uncapable we are to be together.
Since the first day we met , I have no idea that we will be so close together until you became one of the important part of my life. When I figured it out, it's too breath-taking to know how much I cared of you which was much more than how I cared of a normal friend.... 
Accidentally be in a relationship just after we first met. 
Bashfully hand in hand during BonOdori 2013.
Cuddling on your shoulder and I feel relieved when I was sleepy.
Singing birthday song thru phone calling. 
Self-created cheering card and captured it and sent it through KakaoTalk. 
Expressed the actions like hugs , gently caress on head or pinch face thru only words but felt warm too. 
Never failed to be the amusing person for each other or even a listener....... 
......And so on.

Seriously , I miss every moment when we were together no matter is physically or mentally.
That time we understood each other very well just like we know each other in former times.

Since when we became stranger and can't even start a normal talk?
You don't know how many times I was been waiting there for just a first 'Hi' from you , or keep on typing everything I wished to let you know but deleted it everytime before I clicked the send button.
'cause I don't really know that are you still be there with me like before.
How suffered is it.
And I was putting in so much efforts to be endured on it alone.

I can't blame on you because it's not your fault.
All of it happened was just due to the fact ~ I fall in love with you.

** Reading the post that you all commented to organize a year-end-party with various ideas and crazy holiday mood but then I realized that I'm not in the invited list....

sad.......

And so, I had been abandoned ?